yea...well i made a xanga...now i dunno if i wanna use it and stop using this, or keep using this tblog n forget abt the xanga..idk...i like it...but i cant make a decision...damn im such a loser...well anyway the link is... http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=chickviciousx" title="http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=chickviciousx" target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/home.asp...
well yesterday i didnt update b.c i was sick like a mofo.. it must have been sum 24 hr shit cuz im good now... i threw up 3 times yesterday..eh..i know u probly all didnt need to hear that but o well... idk how i got it... it might have been food poisoning..but no one else was fxckin sick!! rah.. o well... im just hoping my parents will let me go out today... the break is almost over...so yeah...school sucks..im gonna go bak to skool on monday and get a bunch of failing tests bak..fun..especially the shit we took for that damn malibu barbie bitch...how do u expect me to memorize all that periodic table shit?!?!? o well... she can go screw her malibu ken boyfriend... ok sorry abt that...had to let my anger out.. well anyway...idk wat im doing today...right now im just talking to chandni n justin... i'll update later maybe...
k bye...
.x. Jessica .x.
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Ok i just realized i did not write abt the o so lovely baz we had on thursdaY!!!! :D :wink: hehehe... well yes..it was fun... it wassss..umm... andrea, cait, jessika, joe, james, martang, me, justin..umm...rob was there for a little while, and adam n karl came for a little while later that night...well anyway, after rob left, and b4 adam n karl got there... all of us (besides jessika n andrea ...they were sitting their lazy asses on the comp) went to the $ store and we bought..umm..stuff...stuff that makes fires...and then justin n joe were really big dumbasses and they set this bush on fire in the bak of the acme parking lot where u cut thru...and the bush was rite next to sum1s god damn house!!!! so we all just ran... then wen we got bak to andreas everyone was like "fire!! FIRE!!! FIIIRE!!!" it was like jesus christ u dumbasses, why dont u shut the fxck up before andreas parents hear us?!?! then everyone went outside to see the o so wonderful karl n adam.. =/ cept joe, martang and me... um...we watched t.v... but joe was kindof in his own world and he lit his hair on fire...oii... it smelled... well a little while after that, martang and joe had to leave, so i walked outside w. them and the first thing adam says to me is "hey, jess! i heard u got hit by a car!! r u ok?!?!" and i was like "wtf...no sorry...i didnt" and he kinda just ignored me...then martang n joe left and we all went inside... i was bored...so then i went home. the end.
Fxck this. I'm so tired of rumors, i'm tired of this "real world drama" shit, (damn u elvis for getting us to start using taht phrase) maybe jessika is rite abt this whole bf gf shit now... idk.....i've gotten [u]myself[/u] (happy cait? i sed myself.) majorly screwed over before wen i should've been listening to my friends... but nooo... i'm such a fxcking idiot.. idk.. but o well.. idk wat im saying... i just woke up...its abt 12:00 and theres a bazzie today . . . hopefully... b.c im looking forward to it...heh...... and that reminds me of another thing...i cant help who i like and who i dont.. so please.. im sorry im sorry im sorry...! no one ever gave 2 shits abt me till the end of last yr anyway... and thats not the only shit going on now... ANDREA!!!!!! wat are u doin coOkie?!? make ur decision carefully... damnit...b.c i didnt last time... and i just hurt myself even more... i know things weren't as serious but really..its the same concept-ish thing... wow i must really make no sense at all to any other ppl reading this besides my friends, or maybe i dont even make sense to them but ok... i'll shut up now.. and yeah, sorry for wasting your time.
Uumm...it's 11:14 a.m and i just woke up. litterally i just woke up. i have a comp in my room. haha.. so yea... i got out of bed and went on the comp. wow im a lazy ass. well... um... there are sum things going on rite now that arent too great. confuzzlement confuzzlement confuzzlement. But...i think things may work out for the best ... i really fxckin hope so, cuz if i have to see my best friend cry one more time, im gonna kill the person responsable. well anyway...
I went over to Andrea's last night. oommmggg...i hate sum ppl rite now... we're here for u cookie.
last nite we played survivor again...it was jessola, james, cait, martang, and me. . . joe came in for a little while but he was e-dead the whole time. well martang e-raped me and we had e-babies. :shock: . . . :wink: haha..im such a loser. well yeah... it was cool...except for that little while when james was singing and it got "awkward" haha... but it got ok again... then everyone left so just me and martang were left ... and e-dead joe...but yeah anyway... we just talked in regular IM's after that... i got a special certificate saying i was e-raped :wink: ... hehe... well thats it... I'm not gonna be doing anything today b.c i've been out everyday this week ... so my fat ass is gonna be sitting home all day on the computer...i might clean up my room a little...its not really messy cuz of me, its my god damn sister. i hate sharing a room. well thats it for now... I'm talking to Jessola and ... haha... blues clues is on... time to turn that off..hehe. ok bye.
Wat a fukt up day. . . gonna try to get over to andrea's soon... gotta be there for her... man... some people are such assholes its not even funny... we're all here for u andrea... xoxo.
well last night i was up til almost 4 playing survivor in buddy chat "survivor 3"...it was james, martang, and me... i was e-raped 3 times in one night...jesus christ...haha... BUT I LOST!!! it was only cuz i had to get up early this morning ... fxck. its ok, i won in my mind. and also got very unpleasant news wen i was in the chat. . . some people [u][b]SUCK[/b][/u] this is gonna be difficult... but yeah anyway.. im just gonna shut up now before i say something wrong. ok bye.
yes yes yes!! baz today... not the biggest, but it was ok... it was andrea, justin, james, joe, jessika, me, kate, lauren, and thats it... we went to the $ store... joe "bought" 4 candy bars for me... hahaha... i felt so sick after eating them all... im such a fatass... then we got a bottle of rootbeer and a bottle of coke... the coke got all fizzy n fukt up so james threw it behind a dumpster... then we all shared the big bottle of rootbeer... yum yum... we went back to andreas and ate pizza... yes yes yes, im a fatass... then we watched lion king cuz we're really kool... then i went home. k bye cOoKieS. haha.
Yesterday was kool... went to Andreas... hung out with her n Justin... then i slept over Andreas... I'm still here now... We woke up at 12, got dressed and all that shit n then walked over to bagel station... we ran into Justin 1st..he lives like 2 houses away from Andrea so yeah...[i]HEY COOKIE I'M HERE FOR YA!!![/i]..um yeah well anyway, we went to bagelstation...ryan was not very happy to see us... i cannot imagne why... we were eating our bagels outside but we got cold so we went into the hindu hut and looked at greeting cards so we could eat our bagels in there... hehe...then we walked home... we had a "GREAT MORNING!!!!!" woohoo!!! :D Now we want to have a bazzie god damnit... ITS TIME TO GET JEWIFIED!!!! :D ok the end. .x. Jessica .x.
well yesterday was v-day and it suked ass!! i was stuck home moving furniture all day.... now my fxckin shoulder hurts.... well yeah besides that, nothing happened yesterday cept i went online and i added a page to my website w. all bazmitsvah pix!!! look at it please!! :D http://hometown.aol.com/oxchi...
well thats it for now... i dont kno wat im doing today...so yeah... i'll update later...
Hahahah... WoO!! GREAT BAZZIE!!!!!! Oooh man... well... the only one of us that friday the 13th really affected in a bad way was lauren...my poor study buddy..lol..ok well we were walking from henrys to andreas and we got up to the telephone pole by skool 2... and theres this big muddy puddle and she walks in it and slips right on her ass!!! oo man...lmao.. soo funny.. she gets up and has mud all over her ass and on her pants... we were saying "AAH!! LAUREN HAD A DIAREAH EXPLOSION!!!!" hahaha but it was all good cuz she was laughing too...wen we got to Andreas she cleaned her self up and changed into her gym clothes...hah.. Chandni got to become a "bazzie homie!!" Woot woot!!!! I think she enjoyed our stupidity... Oooh man... best part... we all walked down to $ Store/ Drug Fair, bla bla.. and it was andrea, dan, angelo, nat, me, lauren, ari, cait, james, chandni, justin, and i think thats it... well yeah we were in the $ store and then we were like..."omg...wheres cait?" then , we're looking for cait and we're like "ok, now where r ari n nat?" and then james n justin r like "we'll go find them..." and they go off looking for them and liek 10 mins later theyre still not bak n we're like "ok, WTF?!" and so it was only andrea, dan, lauren, me, and angello left...then we left the $store and went looking for them in the back parking lot and all teh sudden, all of them come running out spraying us w. silly string!! hah...funny. . . it was great... then james was throwing slimfast cans and snowballs at buildings trying to get them on the roof...haha...more funness... then we went bakk to andreas and watched beavis and butthead!! We ate mexican fooood!!! hahaah... enchelada... lol lauren hates mexican food "it smells like shit!!! GET IT AWAY FROM ME!!!" lol...some of laurens words... well that was basically our great bazmitsvah of today.. yup yup. ByeBye...
Marz!! why did u have to bring those god damn pictures in??? Well yeah, today Marzena brought in these pix from Halloween... and for halloween... me nat n ari dressed up like Nancy Spungen... she was Sid Vicious's girlfriend, and um...a slut... James sed Nally n Ari look like two hores... and I just look like a hooker...haha yeah.. great... and then today at henrys, everybody fxckin saw the picture!!! aaah!!! It got all bent n crap... but o well... I gave it bak to Marz... i dont want to see it ever again...
Well yeah, besides that, today Elvis was my bitch...
Ugh, and me and a bunch of other kids got called down to the nurse so they could tell us we have to get physicals to get into the highschool... i do not want one.. =( This sux...
Today nothing happened in skool cept i failed a quiz and lauren drew this funny pic of mr.lyon yelling abt that drill thing. lmao... well after skool i went to henrys..um...there were alot of ppl there... kinda... it was.... jessika, cait, james, me, dan, julie, nat, ari zephen, chris, trish, dejan, adam, idk and sum other ppl... dont remember... nat n ari just hid inside the whole time b.c as jessika sed "theyre the anti-social 7th graders" lol. Well i just talked to jessika, cait, james, julie, dan, and zephen a little bit...then it was interesting b.c dejan wanted to mail his student ID to himself so he spent abt 50 hrs trying to buy a stamp...but he never got one... so sad... then almost everyone went to james n dans house and zephen forgot his backpack.. hmm.. sum1's just a little slow... well anyway... it was just me, jessika, cait, and dejan left... (and nally n ari hiding inside) and then dejan gave jessika and cait a ride home...they gave zephen his backpack back (jessika just told me)... well anyway...i was left w. just nat n ari...they didnt seem like they wanted me there very much so i left and walked home in the freezing cold... all by myself. sad sad. well rite now im just talking tooo...hmm... um...jessika, timmy, nat, elvis and joe... i hate h.w... yup ok bye. .x. Jessica .x.
Well today was just another boring ass day at skool... cept mr.cerame is being fxcking gay... we have this essay shits due tomorrow and he didnt explain shit...i have no idea wat im doing....o well.. its just a quiz grade...i also had to take sum gay test for mr.lyon... hes such a fxcking old douche... i think i failed... BUT YAY!!! Having Lauren in study was so fun!!! hahaha... She got to sit right next to me in our gay little groups and we were being such dumbasses... we were laughing so much she started to cry... we didnt even get in trouble tho... we were "quietly laughing" hah... Well instead of Henrys, i went to Andrea's after skool... im a dumbass and i forgot my science project there... wen my mom gets home shes gonna take me to go get it.. its due tomorrow. fxck.. o well.. im done anyway..i just have to glue these 2 pix on... well thats all for today... right now im talking to chandni.. shes telling me abt how she broke the vending machine at skool. lol... SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: i broke the vending machine SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: at school oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: lololol oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: how? SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: i have no idea SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: the ice cream got squished between the thing that closes the freezer thing oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: lolololol SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: and all the ice cream in the freezer probably melted cuz its still sorta open SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: im such a loser SpiRiT0FtHeDeAdx: how can someone break a vending machine oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: aaw oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: lol oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: poor chandni -------- Hah, well i have a shit load of homework so i g2g... The End. .x. Jessica .x.
Today.. could've been better . . . 1st per... 88 on my math test.. woot!! 2nd n 3rd... did sum gay debate shit... my team lost cuz theyre stupid asses who cant argue for shit... lunch... IM GONNA HAVE LAUREN IN MY STUDY FROM NOW ON!!! YAY!!! SHES THE COOLEST!!!! omg.. but in lunch today sum dumbass brought in the skool 2 5th grade yearbook!!!! I LOOK LIKE SHIT!!!! everyone saw mine, jessikas, andreas, and caits embarrassing ass 5th grade pics...aah!! :( BAD BAD!!!! =( i look sooo gay... and i look stoned like a mother fxcker... bleh... i wish i could re-do my life from 5th to 6th grade...sooo bad... long story...welll nothing else happened in skool ...cept... report cards... IM NOT DEAD!!! HAHAHA!!! i went down in everything tho... lit-95 grammar-95 science-92 social studies-90 math-83 gym-74 test best . . . . . . 81!! woOo!!
after skool i went to henrys w. jessika... nat, ari, this kid..idk his name, and karl were there... karl was an ass to me... then martang and joe came... i talked to them for a while abt such stupid shit.. then i had to show martang how to get to the bathroom. hah... sum1's just a little slow... joe wanted to lock him in...lol.. but me n nat n ari were nice and convinced him not to...i left at abt 4:45.. jessika gave me a ride home b.c she loves me . ..o yeah.. and cait wasnt in skool today!! poor cait and her man voice... well that was it... right now im just talking to timmy, cait, and chandni... and dreading this saturdayyyy... bleh...
--------------- [i]Because I can see your back is turning. If I could I'd stick the knife in. [/i]
lmao.. ok. um.. last nite at abt 3 (well actually that would be this morning), andrea went upstairs in my room to change ... i was standing in the hallway waiting for her to finish cuz i had to get sumthing out of my room.. i was out there 4 abt 10 mins so i was like "wtf is taking you so long!?!" so i open the door and andreas standing there w. no pants on, and she looks at me and goes.. "Uuh... I lost my pants..." omg... i was laughing my ass off... it took us abt 5 mins to find her pants. lmao... well anyway... This morning i woke up at abt 11:30, cait and andrea were still sleeping... i thought andrea was dead. lol. cait woke up abt 5 mins after me and we were throwing pillows at andrea trying to get her to wake up. haha... wen she woke up her hair was all over the place. it was pretty funny.. but hey.. .i looked like an idiot too! after that we were just being lazy asses on the comp in my room.. then andrea had to go... so then a little later, me and cait went to ac moore... then my mom dropped us off at caits and we had hot pockets! woOo!! then her dad drove us to the mall!! We saw Timmy there, and... I GOT MY SOX!!! :D we counted 16 dirty looks in abercrombie. heh.. wat fun. ok bye!
Ok.. um.. yeah.. Cait and Andrea are sleeping over my house.. woot woot.. we just watched Bringing Down The House, and The Wall... good movieness... Andrea is high, and Cait sounds like a man, b.c she smokes 3 packs a day. hahah jk... her voice got mest up from saying "cheese peepee's!!!!!" it's a name she made up for these stupid cheese balls that they were eating at andreas..yeah and cait rolled off the door.. lmao.. idk.. thats wat she just sed. dont ask. right now we're just being losers..eating, being fatasses, reading ppls blogs and fxcking around w. my guitar. hehe... andrea slipped on the ice b4 and it was funny. hehehehehe... bye.
Woke up toooo early this morning.. 9:30... ahh.. it was b.c my stupid dog woke me up... i went downstairs and watched the end of sum movie w. my sister, but then i realized i was really tired and i went bak upstairs... i went to sleep for liek 10 mins then i woke up again.. then i decided to re-paint my nails b.c they got fukt up yesterday... after i was done painting them i got really tired again... so i went to sleep.. wen i woke up again abt a half hour later, i had black nail polish smeared all over my fingers b.c im a dumbass and i fell asleep w. wet nail polish on... well anyway, i had to get the nail polish off my fingers and re-paint my nails [i]again.[/i] :roll: Well after that i decided not to go to sleep again so i called cait and we're trying to figure out wat we're gonna do today... Then I went downstairs again and i had a leftover cheeseburger from burgerking for breakfast... haha... Well thats all for now.. I'll update later. ByeByes.
Well today turned out okay!! :D I went to Andreas w. Chandni.. i made her a tblog.. i put a link.. It was only me, chandni and andrea... we showed her all the tapes.. she was like "it looks like u guys have fun. . " hah.. we do, we do. . . hehehe... we went to the hearth in the pooring rain to say hi to justin.. we gave him this jesus-bible pamflet that andrea had ... lol... he wouldnt take it so b4 we left andrea threw it at him... and then we left. we were soaked wen we got bak to andreas.. i had to borrow sum of andreas sox. lol.. well chandni left... so rite now im just hanging out w. andrea and talking to james, chandni, and CAIT!!! My sexy valentine (no im not really a lesbo. hah... o no im cheating on Jessika... I still love you my gerbil!)
ObEy thE monkiEs: jess..i have to ask u soething.. oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: yeah ObEy thE monkiEs: umm...how do i say this oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: ..? ObEy thE monkiEs: jess... oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: .. ObEy thE monkiEs: umm... oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: wat? ObEy thE monkiEs: will u still be my friend after i ask u this... oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: i guess oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: yeah oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: wat?!? ObEy thE monkiEs: .... oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: cait just tell me :: 5 hrs later:: ObEy thE monkiEs: will u be my valentine... ObEy thE monkiEs: lmao oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: omg oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: lmao!!! oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: yes cait!!! oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: I <3 u!!>oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: hahaha ObEy thE monkiEs: i was just saying all that shit to piss u of and ull be .. what is she goin to ask me !!! ObEy thE monkiEs: ha ha h oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: hahahaah oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: lmao!! oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: u seriously got me good oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: hahah ObEy thE monkiEs: that was funny oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: yes it was.. oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: hah.. so funny im gonna put it on my tblog ObEy thE monkiEs: lol.the hole convo?.? oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: yeah ObEy thE monkiEs: or just that i pissed u off 4 like 5.5 seconds oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: yeah oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: taht part ObEy thE monkiEs: ha ha ha ... oxChiKxViCiOuSxo: i was like wtf is she gonna ask me?? did i like do sumthing really bad and i just dont know abt it?!? ObEy thE monkiEs: lol...
Well today was thursday.. karl n dan had thier "fight" ehh.. o man.. dejan told me wat happened but im not gonna say cuz i dont want ppl gettin mad at me.. well anyway.. today was.. interesting.. in a way.. THEY PUT ME IN FXCKIN HONORS ENGLISH!!!! WTF?!?! Wen i went into the councelors office he was like "wat english do u want?" and i was like "college prep." and he goes "r u sure about that?" and i was like "umm.. yes.." and he goes "r u sure u dont want honors??" and i got all confused and i was like " i was reccomended for honors english???" and he goes "yup!" and then he talked me into taking it b.c he was like "U GOT A 99 ON UR TERRA NOVA IN WRITING AND A 91 IN READING!!! If you dont take the honors classes, i think ur making a big mistake!" so he basically made me scared so i took honors.. jesus christ.. im in honors english and retard math... yeah.. o well.. besides that.. umm.. mr.stabile was even more homosexual then usual today... he kept talking about self esteem so i got bored and colored in my planner all period.. he didnt even notice cuz hes stupid.. then .. eekk.. mr.lyon.. i swear to god he is so fxckin scary... he was making us cut wood today..so we had to wear sum stupid ass "saftey goggles" and this stupid ghetto kid took them off and mr.lyon saw him and all the sudden his face gets all red and he goes "PUT UR DAMN GOGGLES BACK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WANT ME TO TAKE THIS DRILL AND DRILL IT THROUGH YOUR FACE?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!" The whole class just stood there and didnt touch their goggles for the rest of the period until he told us to take them off... it was a very scary experience... :shock: O yeah.. hahaha.. and i forgot abt laurens favorite part of my day.. she made me tell her the story 5 times.. hah.. uhh yeah.. ok well while we were in the auditorium waiting to get our schedules set up, i went to the bathroom.. and there was this girl in the stall and its the only stall that closes and locks so i was waiting there for her to get out.. and i waited there like 5 mins and she was still sitting in there.. and i was like wtf is she doing in there?!?! ... it was all quiet and all of the sudden i heard this really loud fart come from the stall!!!! so i was like "eew!! jesus christ!!" and i walked out.. so i just went bak to the auditorium... lmao... yeah and besides that, lauren was having the biggest fit at henrys b.c she was missing AMBUSH MAKEOVER!!!! so i let her use my cell phone to call her dad to come pick her up, b.c if she had to walk home, she was gonna miss PEOPLES COURT!!! oh no.. so yeah.. since i let her use my cell phone she gave me a ride home.. hah.. well that was my day and i know you dont care, so bye!
I hate wednesdays... theyre just there... its the middle of the week n it sucks... Well today nothing happened in skool.. yeah.. umm.. after school i went to henrys w. jessika. . . . zephen, adam, chris, and uhh.. some other ppl were there.. later cate n elvis came... we talked abt .. stuff... n elvis gave me his pickles cuz hes the coolest.. man.. my life sux.. as soon as one thing goes rite, another thing goes wronggg!!!! ah, w.e . . . i'll just keep dealing w. it . . . cuz theres really nothing else i can do anyway... hmm.. well besides that.. i still cannot get the pink sharpie ink out of my hair, im still sick, and i added a link to james's new blog!!! wow! wat an interesting day. yeah... bye.
[b]School:[/b] Eh.. today the 8th graders had to go down to the auditorium during their L.A period to hear all this crap abt making our scheduals for highskool.. o boy.. it was so fxckin boring.. but hey.. its better then doing work... we had to sit there and listen to mr.salzano go on and on abt all these classes... all i know is im taking all college prep classes except for math . . . for that i just wanna take general . . .for my electives i want... eh.. creative writing.. and for language im either gonna take german or italian.. idk . . . [b]after skool:[/b] it was fxcking pouring rain outside and i had to walk my ass down to skool 2. . . then i had to stand out there i the rain till 3:15 (that sux when u've been outside since abt 2:55) Andrea didnt get down to skool 2 w. Dan until abt 2:13... I was soaking wet by the time i got home. . . Didn't go to Henry's b.c there was no way in hell i was walking home in that rain . . . I haven't been to Henry's in a while.. eh.. maybe i'll go tomorrow. . .
Well rite now I'm just talking to some people. . . issues issues issues.. heh.. well byebye! (( the pink sharpie still didnt wash out of my hair.. hah.. o well . . .))
.x. Jessica .x.
. . . I woke up today and wished for tomorrow . . .
today.. not a good day... I was forced to go to skool even tho I have a cold.. blah... =( Haha.. slipped on the ice this morning.. ehh... felt like the biggest dumbass . .. yeah but thats okay..
[b]School[/b] Finally went to health.. i have Mr.Stabile.. hes new.. and hes scary.. AND OVERLY HAIRY!!! (and that rhymes) He was passing out flash cards and he was licking his fingers as he was passing them out and mine had spit all over it.. ugghh.. nastiness. . . Also a new cycle... I have fxckin tech.. Mr.Lyon.. eek.. hes old... and hes pretty scary too... He took our pictures... o god.. i dont even want to see mine...
i can tell right now, this will not be a pleasent marking period . . .
No Henry's today.. its not that it was too cold.. its just that i feel so sick . . .i didnt feel like going to henrys... came right home.. hopefully i wont be going to skool tomorrow. . . I felt like i was gonna pass out all day today.. not fun
Well lets see.. right now I'm talking to Andrea and Chandni.. and I colored the 2 front tips of my hair pink w. a sharpie b.c i was bored.. it will probably wash out by tomorrow... ok .. bye
You are Edward Scissorhands. Cold, dark and alone. You have a warm heart, but you're afraid to let anyone near you for fear of hurting them (literally. those fucking scissors, man..)
Mann... today was not a good day . . . I felt sick all day today...My head hurts... And I'm really tired... bleh . . .
Woah.. its the superbowl.. who fxckin cares??? I hate the superbowl, i hate football, i hate sports.
Well my day was pretty boring and suckey . . . right now I'm just talking to a couple ppl and listening to music. . .
Oh yeah.. i wanna know who won that survivor game last night.. haha . . . it was down to just martang,me, james, jessika, and cait. . . cait left first! SHE LOST!!! She thinks she won b.c shes blonde underneath that brown hair dye!! hah! Then Jessika left.. my poor gerbil . . . Then I left.. b.c my dad got mad.. b.c it was like 3 in the morning and i was still on the computer...hes so annoying . . . well anyway.. it was just james and martang. . . ok.. james just told me that martang won... that hindu "e-raped" me!!! :shock: hahah . . . well im done. . .
.x. System Of A DowN .x.
yea...well i made a xanga...now i dunno if i wanna use it and stop using this, or keep using this tblog n forget abt the xanga..idk...i like it...but i cant make a decision...damn im such a loser...well anyway the link is...
